I NEED $253. FUCK, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET MY KEYTAR?!
WHY DO THE TICKETS HAVE TO BE SO EXPENSIVE?!!?!?!! HATE HATE HATE HATE THIS.
I've been crying all night. I know its difficult but its better to know who your true friends are. Forget the rest.
I suddenly remembered a phrase my mom always told me since young whenever I cried for silly things "You are responsible for your own happiness" and I realised no matter how many people get you down, your other friends can encourage you, not live your life for you. When everyone feels like shit now, please try to put yourself together, its hard but you must try.
I love you all
x
-fin.
To : Brenda,Sera,Lizzie,Jialing,Pimmala,
Joey and Fiona
I miss all of you.
Love,
Lili
TOBY IS BACK!!!
thanks for all your prayers and love and secret worries (HAHAHA)
Making you dizzy yet?
Yeah so im kind of done with art for the day (29/07/09) 10 hours straighttttt and I did 11 sketches/shading thingas
Thanks for keeping me company Lizzie! (tho you were busy educating/entertaining me) Lol and my mom for staying up late just to keep me company. I was planning for a midnight movie, cereal,bath and more work. But my mom's here and she does'nt like me staying up late, let alone not sleep. I FEEL SO TEMPTED, the koko krunch bear is giving me the thumbs up sign.. I guess I'll have to sneak out for a movie later. LOL THAT'S RIGHT. NO LYFE.
Goodbye.

Sometimes perfection can be perfect hell.
LOLOL Today the new geog teacher tried to keep the class in control. The one supposedly following Mrs Wong but Mrs Wong did'nt come today so he taught us instead. He looks like a secondary school boy, but taller. and then he was very provoked cuz Rayna's back kept facing him. Lol and one part, Darie and I were doing some dance/weird movements and then he shouted at me. Rayna laughed and she got scolded. HA! His fav line : This is not funny!
Man, i miss school alr.
-Patrick Stump
Right. 6 nights more.
F.T.A
C:
I dont believe in "You can do it"s anymore.
Its easier to believe in someone just to encourage them
But you dont know how it feels or how hard it is to accomplish
something as simple or complicated as art.
the dead line's tomorrow.
Plus, so many more problems to solve,so idk.
I feel so pathetic, ha ha ha.
I lack too much creativity and hardwork.
THESE ARE THE REASONS WHY MY FACE FITS MY PERVY PERSONALITY.Truth is, Im not in the mood for pictures at all. Im just bored. My art has not been productive and I spent most of my time worrying or thinking of ways to procrastinate. I find so hard to resist from giving up on 2 things. Today, before I knew it, I was saying goodbye to my church friends. A week zoomed by too fast. My mind told me it was the end of the adventures I've planned but my heart thinks its the beginning. Maybe I'll upload the albums on facebook people have been bugging me for. Maybe next time, I'll use ur cameras and not mine. I hate uploading pix just cuz people want it and they get mad at you for not uploading. When my sony cybershot gets repaired, maybe I'll sell Joe away. Blame me.
Hey, its not puberty after all. Not the moodswings, I just found out that I've got an attitude problem. That's what.
At this point of time, my feelings are extremely sensitive. Becareful or beware?
Mad props to Sherleen for starting this whole Kebaya thing :D and for the "shaant" joke hahaha! Some of us probably look more like air heads than air stewardesses. But the best part was probably fighting with Tammy (again) She gave me 3 bruises and 3 scratches(?) on the same knee. She stepped on my feet twice, punched my nose with her knee,kicked my face,strangled me and almost fractured my (what i think is a butt bone) Exchanged piggy back rides and Rayna/Shoanna feeling us up. Obviously that's gross and obscene so we drop each other down and it HURTS. Apart from that, this whole week, i've nvr sat in a bus. I've been cabbing home with Rayna. Which feels awesome. And sometimes riding in Shoanna's "batman" mazda.
I think Im crazy. Art is crazy. Dedline's on Monday.
Shoanna, your mom might say "YOU'RE WORSE THAN A STUPID NUT!" But in my heart,you'll always know that you're the only chinese partner for me that will got excited when I say "PRAWNING" and you are the only nut that has the craziest ideas on how I will get to meet patrick. Be it prawning him up from the prawning pond or meeting me at my doorstep. You are the apple of my apple pie and the only dbag that cant ketch my paper planes. HA
Love,
Origami/Volleyball Kween.
Pimmala and I are already ded for art and what are we talking abt? Dr.Martens,Trannies,Korean songs,Eng songs and we're nt rushing our artwork at all. Lulz, that's why I love her so much, but idgi. OH NOES! Im getting fat candles tmr for my ~dumdumde ne~ art. SICKENINGGGGGGGG. There goes my saturday morning and weekday nights... I think. Am so ded,srs. And I have tests like almost everyday starting from today. BUT I KNOW SUNDAY'S GONNA BE TRE AWESOME. Cuz Tammy,Darie,Shoanna and maybe others~ are coming over to watch Harry Potter. IS MY DP CUTE OR KYUTE? HEHEHEHE
KLUTZ.LILI IS A KLUTZ. I fell twice today. Bruises all over my knees. ALL TAMMY'S FAULT HAHAH CUZ SHE DROPPED ME WHILE PIGGY BACKING ME. Weifen's brother, Mr Soh, relieved my class for PE today and I think he does'nt like our class anymore. Cuz tammy and I were crazily laughing and (sometimes) literally rolling on the floor laughing and stopping everyone's rolling balls cuz they were rolling EVERYWHERE. But overall, I think Tammy and I did quite well for volleyball.
PIMMALA IS ENTERTAINING.
P.S : GOT A NEW IPOD FOR 50 BUX. THX TATJNA <3 c.u tmr...
Times like these I really feel so fortunate and blessed to have friends like Darie,Sera,Tatjna,Shoanna,Rayna,Rachel,S
Tammy,Stephanie,etc. When you can just tell them everything that's on your mind without feeling judged or not good enough or give you advice you probably already know about. Without being forced open to pour everything out to you. They're the ones who encourage you when you feel like you're always not good enough. When you feel worthless and moody, they pick you up.
Thanks and I love you all <3
I cannot wait for life to start.
You know life is'nt treating you right when you feel like every day and week is the same, when you let every year past you, doing the same things. And it gets really boring and you have nothing much to look forward to. Get a job, get married and die eh? Sounds like we're living to die.






